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Last week I attended a soiree at one of my friends' house . And of course the gossip time came and during the discussion I found out that I'm considered a very nice person , too nice in some situations .
And in that moment the reason of my frustraitions that I've been having the past few months became so clear . I'm too nice , that's the problem . I don't like to leave a mess behind me , instead I make myself miserable everytime something bad or out of place happens , whatever my fault is mine or not . Sometimes I dye inside , but no one cares , no one is concerned.
But what if something will happen ? Everyone will be sad , because everyone was my best friend , right ? Well guess what , there are few people that really earned my respect .
And of course that I'm thankful for the good opinion that people have on me , I just have to discover which people are saying what they really think and which people are just kissing my ass . Because my former best friend taught me something well . In every relashionship there is an interest in between ; I hope not in all of them , but you must admit that the girl has a point .